Changes

I am growing up.

I am becoming a new person through Christ.

I am going through so many changes in my life right now. I am really not sure how I feel about it. I don't have much of a say though, because I am just keeping my mouth shut and listening to God. I have no idea why he is sending me through this fire, but I am walking through it with faith. I am about to leave everyone and everything that I love for a foreign country with foreign people and foreign experiences. It is all new to me. I fell like I am walking blindly to my death. I know that for whatever purpose I am going through this though, God will use it to glorify him. I pray that through all my pain he will use me and turn the hurt into joy. All I want out of this experience is the opportunity to show him to others everyday. I want to live my life's purpose and share him with others, no matter what the circumstance.

God give me the strength to do your will and be who you want me to be.